English Language

 I have a lot to say...

First, I want to say that I've been learning english since I was 12 years old. I used to be so obsessed with One Direction that I decided to learn by myself because the english I was being teached in school was not enough. So I started to watch hundred of interviews and I traslated every single one of their songs until I realized I could actually understand them without subtitles... Now, obviously the english in school also worked but I was almost always ''ahead''. 

By the age of 16 I was very fluent. I used to have a friend who had the same english level as me so we used to practice A LOT. We almost didn't speak in spanish when we were together. But in 2017 we just stop being friends. And ever since I haven't found someone to practice the way I used to. 

When I am alone I speak in english to myself. Many of my thoughts are in english. However, since I don't practice with people anymore I've realized it is very hard to me to be fluent when I try to speak. In my head I'm super fast but when I try to speak I get nervous and I fail. 

In University, since our teacher is a native speaker, I get even more nervous when I have to speak because I am constantly thinking that he can obviously notice all my mistakes. I tend to speak with a lot of pauses that never happen in my head.

About the blogs, they have been easy for me. I know I don't have the greatest grammar but I consider I am pretty decent.